Sooz is new to the cackle of Knowing--but isn't. What's going on is...the genius inside. I keep diving deep to find my cracked as shit, greying, aging, rusted, achy, fearful, Cluster B, people pleasing, approval seeking, death phobic, phat genius--which is my medicine. i am you--you are me--we are all in the 9 and the 9 is in us. Have you found your genius medicine to see the beauty scrying back at you in the onyx stone? I ponder on patterns in relationships, patterns within the self and soul patterns--so much witnessed; transcending words. Most recently, I've spent a good bit of time within the patriarchy of human care that we experience as western "medicine"--there's not much health there. I really enjoy raging against the machine while I drive my kids to Nutcracker practice.